Tuesday, February 15, 2011

It's Like Monopoly but you can't quit when it gets boring nor when you lose all your money....

Feeling pretty damn frustrated right now.

This car thing is overwhelming, and most of it I didn't bring upon myself so I feel cheated. Apparently when you get in a car accident that wasn't at all your fault, the police still file it as your fault. They are probably in cahoots with the insurance agencies to get more money.

Anyway, Tiffany got me this book " If Life is a Game...These are the Rules". The book provides the "Ten Rules of Being Human" and I cant even succeed at Rule One "You Will Receive a Body", well shit. If I cant be successful in finding a way to appreciate this vessel I have been given, then how can I continue on with the other nine rules? I cant even fathom a way to comprehend Rule One let alone accomplish the transformation "from a mere vessel into a beloved partner and lifelong ally, as the relationship between you and your body is the most fundamental and important relationship of your lifetime. It is the blueprint from which all your other relationships will be built."
This author makes money selling information that people should inherently know! I mean, we KNOW this, but no one can ACT on this. I mean my god, even if this was pseudoscience-pseudo-psychology bullshit, it totally called me out on this one. I mean the chapter should be illustrated with my flipping PICTURE. See Jaime run. See Jaime not accept her body and in so doing cause a chasm between her and all of those around her that will affect the way she lives and ultimately cause her self worth to plummet to an astounding low, in which she further alienates herself by being so fundamentally different than those around her (i.e people who have bumper stickers on their computer that read "Beef: its whats for dinner").
 without a solid foundation, the house will crumble. well mine is MOLDING by this point. something has to change.
Did you catch the part of the quote above that said " THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN YOU AND YOUR BODY IS THE MOST FUNDAMENTAL AND IMPORTANT RELATIONSHIP OF YOUR LIFETIME" ?
ooo dear god. I'm in for a long haul.
I'm going to write my own damn book "If Life is a game...This is how you Cheat and Scrape By with Minimal Satisfaction"

J F C,

Mrs. Pattinson

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