I now put my belt buckle in one hole tighter. This could be a good sign.
I have only lost about 11-12 pounds but my jeans are looser so this is nice.
I have also been receiving some compliments on how good I look, which is motivating.
So right now, I am not struggling with the motivation issue, as I am willing to go to the gym every day I can (5 times a week usually because I work on weekends) and my eating has been maintained, so the real issue is the intensity of my workout. My body is getting used to my workouts (even though I do switch them up a bit) so I need to be inventive, and inventive, I am not. Thus, I am not losing weight. crap.
I would really like to get a personal trainer, anyone want to train me for free?
The icing on top of this fabulous situation is that school is hard and I am struggling with that as well. Anyone who knows me, knows that I don't struggle with multiple things at once, well. I am not good at balancing acts, I don't balance, I actually excel in my ability to NOT balance. Its a true art form to have ones life in such organized chaos. I mean, have you seen my room? one look and you'd think its messy, but I can tell you exactly where everything is.
but I digress..
I need to study and then hit the gym, so wish me luck!
J F C,
Mrs. Pattinson
